Rhythm, Chord & Malykhin by Mariana Zapata

Author:Mariana Zapata [Zapata, Mariana]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Amazon: B014B2YYTA
Published: 2015-08-20T23:00:00+00:00

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“Gaby? Are you awake?”

Yeah, I was awake. No, I still didn’t really want to talk to him.

I’d been lying down in my bunk for the last hour, head aching, the curtain blocking everything and everyone out while I traded on and off between thinking and reading. I thought about my family that I’d just seen and how they loved me, about Eli who was my partner in crime for life, Laila, Mason and Gordo. I even thought about Brandon briefly. Mainly, I thought about Sacha, how I felt about him and how I needed to get over it. Or at least deal with my crush more effectively.

I’d gotten over a big breakup already and this wasn’t even a breakup though to a certain extent, it felt worse. Maybe because there hadn’t been a single chance of anything. Or maybe just because I was crazy. More than likely it was just me being crazy and dumb and a sore loser.

Regardless, I needed to get over it.

“Gaby?” the voice whispered again.

I glanced up like I could see through the materials separating Sacha’s bunk from mine and felt my lips purse together for a second. In that same moment, I wondered about what he’d want to talk about. I needed a few more minutes for my new mindset to really kick in, so I stayed quiet.

I’d overheard them talking about how we were stopping pretty soon to shower, and I wasn’t really in the mood to talk to anyone yet.

Get over it, Gaby. Deal with it. Quit being a little bitch.

“Best of the Best?” Sacha whispered once more.

I didn’t respond, but I did feel slightly bad.

Was I being an asshole? I’d had guy friends in the past who liked me, and I didn’t like in return for one reason or another. But had I been awkward and rude to them? Of course not. Had they been upset with me for not wanting to date them?

No. They hadn’t.

In hindsight, I realized that I was being more of a bitch than I needed to. I had gone out of my way to avoid Sacha. When he made some kind of indication that he wanted to talk to me, I’d do something so that he couldn’t. I knew I was being immature, but I was so disappointed in myself that I didn’t have the heart to want to talk to him.

That wasn’t his fault.

All of a sudden, the curtain to my bunk swung open and the next thing I knew, this gigantic body caused an eclipse before rolling onto my bed, closing the velvety material behind him.

And I knew it was a “him” even though my eyes hadn’t adjusted. I could recognize Eli’s scent in a landfill.

“What are you doing?” I whisper-hissed at him, his head exactly five inches away from mine. His body crowded mine into the back paneling so I was on my side, crammed against the wall.

“Are you awake?” he asked in a normal voice. I still couldn’t see his face clearly.

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